gf: Come over
me: i can’t i’m skiing
gf: I have dog treats
Mother of Dragons
I might put this on a postcard and bring it to Comic Con to give away. I’ll be walking the floor Thursday. Any of you going? Message me and I’ll try to get one to you!
my sim was taking photobooth photos with another girl who DIED halfway through
"Many of my movies have strong female leads - brave, self-sufficient girls that don’t think twice about fighting for what they believe in with all their heart. They’ll need a friend, or a supporter, but never a savior. Any woman is just as capable of being a hero as any man." - Hayao Miyazaki
About changing units in the hospital. I worked in the psych/integrated medicine floor the other day, it was pretty cool. But sometimes I think I’m a little too soft to deal with the mean psychiatric patients.
I love the transplant floor just because of their staff. They invited me out to go canoeing/kayaking next weekend… And drinking.
R promised things would change when he moved to his new place. Of course not I’ve only been over like three times and the other day I was looking through his basket for his wallet and I got stuck with not one but THREE fuckin dirty needles. Uncapped in the pocket of his flannel. Before I left for boston I stuck myself on one of his needles too and he laughed at me and said that’s what I get.
I guess it was bound to happen. The shitty part is he’s been hanging out with other addicts and one is an old friend who does m4m shit on craigslist for dope. So what if that needle was his and not my exs? Awesome. Idk what the hell I’m suppose to tell a doctor I don’t even have a pcp!
Boston was really cool though.
I’m not an addict
Okay, maybe I am addicted
to a few things
things like coffee
things like laughing
or a certain person
but never d
Ive never been into downers
sucked down into dark holes
I like my mind running
I hate slow motion
I love speed
Boy dog d horse dope smack h
I ask myself, what would my life be like without it
I can imagine it perfectly
unfortunately I can now say that they are dreams
I’ve come to the conclusion once it sinks its teeth into someone
Okay really they aren’t gone but it’s like losing your legs
and readjusting to a life that is completely different
of course anyone without legs is going to stumble and fall a few times
sometimes when they fall they dont have anyone close enough
to help them back up
my worst addiction is you
but you cant say the same for me
the thing I’ve recently grown to hate more than anything in the world
is what you can say is number one in your life and you cannot quit
I can flush the smack down the toilet but what good is that
you’ll get more, it comes before food with you
whenever you’re around I can feel a nasty dark side of me growing
while you may look the same you aren’t the same
i get so irritated because i need a fix
i need a fix of the person i’m addicted to
the person I never wanted to be away from
the person i called off work pretending to be sick
just so I could lay around all night with
kiss laugh and drink coffee with
acceptance is the one of the major humps in overcoming addiction
never gonna get better if you deny there is a problem
well there is a problem
im feigning for something that will never be again
something doctors can’t replicate in some chemical under my tongue
someone that cannot be fixed back to who they were
someone who doesn’t even want to be who the were
someone who doesn’t even give a fuck anymore
someone who spews nothing but lies no love
so this is my acceptance which doesn’t rhyme
but do i give a fuck?
no I don’t give a fuck
this is why you’re not allowed in the car.